Endlessly

This is not what I want.
I don’t want to feel
Like I’ve been stood up
And let down.
I don’t want my heart to beat fast
At the sound of your name.
I don’t want the pain
That goes hand-in-hand with the game
That you play with my heart.
I am a person,
I have a heart.
I have a dream, even,
Not that you’d know,
Not that you’d care.
You say those words
With emotionless eyes.
Do you care?
Have you ever, at all?
You still hold my hear,
Not that you’d know.
It won’t let you go,
It clings to you, so.
I guess I’ll have to bear
The pain I go through
For even though I know I can’t anymore
I’ll always love you.

- Slipping Mentality