Have you ever felt like everyone was against you? Like, you have to stand on your own because you think no one is there to back you up? No? Well then, you must have a very happy life. I envy you. I envy your happiness. I envy your carefreeness. You've probably never even had a fight with your friends have you? Honestly, I don't fight with my friend either. I don't like fighting of any kind. Even when I don't agree with what's going on, I don't say so. I guess I just don't want friendships to fall apart. Call me a wuss, call me whatever, I don't give a rat's arse. I know I should say stuff, I know I should speak up when I don't agree, but I can't. Because if I speak up and say the wrong thing, then everything will go wrong. It always happens. So instead, I turn around, and argue with myself. I take everything out on myself. And whatever is pent up, I let it go at netball. Why, you say? Because it's who I am I guess. Because I'm a push-over.
Guess i'll just have to survive this way.
- Slipping Mentality
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