reality sucks

Sam's moving to Queensland. You know how much that sucks? It feels like a stake has been plunged into my heart and twisted. I now know what heartache feels like. I wish i didn't.
I'm losing another precious person to me.

I hate these tears,
I'm sick of crying.
I want you by my side.
I'll never get to see you,
It makes me ill,
To know that i'll never feel your embrace.
Why is life so cruel,
It's taking me away from you.
Pain in my heart,
Never will it fade.
You are my life,
I'll never want anything else.

- Slipping Mentality